Written Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Why am I doing this? What drives me to make this structure? I feel alienated as a without religion. I will never believe in the higher power of god like being(s). No individual of any species deserves worship. Do I create this thought structure in an attempt to feel the power of believing in something? Even if there is no higher power in this structure for which I could believe, will it make me feel as a part of H. sapien species? Will I continue to feel separate? Will I be brushed aside like those of Scientology? As believing in this thought structure of no superior, will I be accepted at some level? Will others practice as I do? or rather not practice, but more like think as I will/do? And yet still I wonder, why?